IN WONDER ....
by Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus


FEELING 10 YEARS OLD BY GETTING MY NEW CAR FOR ONLY 1.100 €....

I already couldn’t sleep well the night before the day of getting this “Golden cow”..,
a sensation overwhelmed me of “tomorrow I’ll get married” I noticed..(!), please laughhh...........

Some beloved clients of me accompanied me for getting the car out of his “stable”..,
the owner, an 86 aged man who was not allowed to drive anymore.

When we finished the burocratic fuss and driving his car out of his garage, the man started to cry..,
I stopped and went for hugging him, telling: “one day this will happen to me too” - his daughter standing nearby felt ashamed..: “shit, why feeling ashamed, feel ashamed because of the fact that you feel ashamed!” I told her. (I really hate this kind of people)

My clients, who live together in “La Valle”, a house in the countryside near Piacenza, experimenting living alone-together, together-alone for going “beyond the little family”(Osho), told me:

“hey fucking therapist, now it’s your turn to surrender, La Valle is expecting you for celebrating your new car”

... we went and a big table was decorated with balloons, candles, glasses and dish-plates for pie...... PLUS I saw a HUGE gift-box....,
I immediatedly noticed “suspicion” coming up in me..,
my old story; let me be the giver, don’t ask me to receive and defenitely not in public..

I opened the box and found all kind of car-accessories..,

the last “joke” was a miniature car...,
they said; there is still something else in the box..,
I found a very little packet, I opened it and 1.100 € looked straight into my eyes................., they gifted my car...,
I wanted to run away while screaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOO DON’T DO THIS TO ME..., I started to cry.., FEELING ASHAMED and very uncomfortable till a woman said: “we ALL know that you work much more then what you charge us, is this argument gonna to help you to drop your arrogance for not wanting to accept our love for you? SURRENDER or fuck-off Johan” she said...........,
at this point I got out of mind and screamed all over YAHOOOOOOSHOOOOTHANKYOU and threw wildly this “stupid money” into the sky..,
music went on and we danced the “wild”...................

They “GOT” me..,
they gave me 100% OSHOTHERAPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Driving now this car means so much more for me; BEING LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember Osho when He said (in my own words): “when the patient and the therapist are reaching Friendship, both will be healed”...

Lovingyou, Johan.


Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus


Johan Posthumus House
view johan
beautiful house ...




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